Hrm, so I sent my letter of 'non acceptance' to California. I just can't see myself there, and I'm disappointed that things did not turn out perfectly. I wish it had. It would have been so good to get away and start over somewhere else. I just cannot fathom dealing with things out there -- so freaking far away from everything in both distance and demeanor. Veronica -- the 23 yr old who worked there, texted me today that she would in fact be thinking about a room-mate if I was still thinking about heading out there. I have to tell her that I'm not heading out there.
Still pretty bummed about things with Joe. I don't know what to do. I left him an IM he didn't respond. I don't know what else to do... we agreed that we didn't want to settle for being friends (a few weeks ago) -- and now we're less than even that...so I just don't know. Right now, it hurts, and I have to try not to get my hopes up. I joined up a few places to try and meet more people...we'll see how that goes.
that is all folks,
~M
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