Throwing yourself into the dating scene isn't easy, apparently. I can meet multiple people and not get anything from any of them. *shrugs* I haven't met someone who has turned my head in quite a while. I guess maybe I'm picky. I'm done being wrapped up in this crap with Joe. It tears me down all the time. I really just don't like feeling this way. I want to be doing something more and getting somewhere else rather than waiting to see what else happens. I'm so over and done.
I guess I just have to wait and see what happens. I mean, I need someone who doesn't take themselves so seriously. I need to find these fun people from MLIA. It just needs to happen sometimes.
I've begun writing again. Letters, notes, and such for fun. I've been thinking very heavily about writing that novel which has been in my head for so long. I think it is about time I made major headway into the things I've written and those that I long to write. Someday, maybe, I'll see my name on that best sellers list and then we'll see who remembers the girl who always used to talk about wanting to be published... One can only hope. Who will remember, and who will have forgotten.
Well, that is it for now, still kinda down and doing my best to re-surface.
~M
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