Well, three days into it. Two days of talking and one day of nothing. What is it that drives us back together all the time? How can I snap us out of the cycle we are constantly in? How does someone 'try' more than they have before? How do I keep from losing this?
Someday, maybe I'll be able to really answer these questions. I hope it is someday soon because this falling through again means that it is high time for something else to happen -- and for me to really go somewhere else....
Well, one can dream. And dream I do.
