I've been stuck feeling a day ahead or a day behind for a long time. I'm exhausted by the time changes which aren't actually happening. The emotions of the day to day are rather tiring, all the time, and it is not easy to deal with some of them on a daily basis. Things are getting better though, but they often get better and then nosedive again. I cannot say that I blame them one little bit.
I've been interviewing a bunch of times and now I've had another one which might really be an amazing opportunity. It could be very very interesting to see if this works out. I cannot believe these things keep falling into my lap. I hope they do until everything goes smoothly :-)
anyway, that is the story. Forgetting becomes better each and every day. I guess maybe there are ways you cannot forget, but ways you can try to not remember. If that makes sense.
Anyway, welcome to my life. I'm working my damndest to try and figure everything out. I just don't know anymore, but I"m certain that things are happening and they'll continue to do so for a while. Hopefully my faith in fate will play out. Things have to play out eventually -- one just never knows what that way will be.
~M~
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